There was once this girl that fell in love. She fell so hard she didn't even know what came over her. He would just look at her and she would loose her breath. She had never in her life seen such an extraordinary being in her life. He was perfect...so perfect...it was scary. The perfect smile, long dark perfect hair and perfect mesmerizing green eyes. Everything about him was just perfect It was although God had sent one his angels to live among us. One of his beautiful angels.
This beautiful angel befriended this girl. A girl, who thought she had no place on earth, a girl who thought she was undeserving of love, a girl who thought the world would be a better place without her.
The years went by and as the years went by the friendship grew stronger and so did this girls love for this angel. He was all she ever thought about, he was all she ever cared about, he was all she ever wanted.
But unfortunately her love for him was not returned. And it broke her heart to think she would never be loved by him, she would never have his kiss or his touch. But it was ok as long as he was in her life.
But then one day the unthinkable happened, this angel she had been in love with all these years had given his heart to someone else. It was although her world had just ended. How could he do this to her, he knew she loved him, he knew she would have given up anything for him, he knew she would have moved heaven and earth for him.
She watched him smile every time he would mention their name. She watched his eyes light up when ever they were near. It was although they were his world, what he had been missing his whole life, it was although his world was finally complete.
She was in shock, why did he not feel this way about her, was she not good enough? Was she not pretty enough? Why had she been cursed like this. What did she do to deserve all of this?
He asked her if she was happy for him, of course she lied and smiled and said she was. But beneath the false smile she was dying, inside she was crying. How could she tell him this, she had never seen him this happy, she didn't wanna upset him or even worse she didn't want him to turn his back on her if he knew the truth of how she really felt.
She thought it would pass, she thought maybe he would realise that she was the one he really wanted, but deep down she knew this would never happen. He had known her for so many years and he had never felt that way yet so why would he ever feel that way now.
Time went by and the visits became less frequent, the phone calls became non existent. It was although they were never friends, had their friendship meant nothing.
Nights were the worse, she could never sleep, she would lie in bed and dream of what was, what should have been, she would think of what he was doing right then.
The thought of another one kissing him, the thought of another one touching him, the thought of another one loving him.
They didn't know him like she did. They could never love him like she did.
It was all to much for her, she couldn't take the pain, she couldn't take the heart ache. She decided it was enough and then one sad day she was here no more.
Some would say that this was stupid but then those people had obviously never been in love. If only this boy had loved her back.
If only...
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Hey! Listen up! Dont go away! a friend in need is a friend indeed. iv been where the fallen angel is.. i really have. my blog is very different to yours.. but im telling my story slowly.. lets chat by commenting.. dont lose hope Steve
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